stillform
Cai Toy / Self-taught, still curious

Learning
by leaving marks.

The paintings here came out of one concentrated period around 2014. Fifteen canvases, and a lot of learning by doing.

“I did a bunch of ugly ones until I started to learn how to control what I was doing.”

That is the beginning of this work: no polished origin story, just the willingness to make another painting. Across the collection, colour gathers into something almost recognisable — a depth, a heat, a change in the weather — then slips back into paint.

Now Cai wants to return to the canvas. Commissions are the way back: a real room, a personal palette, a reason to begin. The next paintings will be made in conversation with the people who live with them.

Be part of what comes next
Volcanic by Cai Toy, textured rust and ivory paint
In the studio

Follow the making.

Future commissions will have a place here: process photographs, fixed-camera time-lapses, and notes on the materials. The first studio film has not been made yet. Until then, spend some time with the surfaces that started it all.

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